I think its all said and done, I over him. Perhaps its just how Indians are, they can never live with one girl. I think all the races just sucks, its better to have none. Its really better to be independent cause you won't know even if your friends would turn their back on you. Does money really make the world goes round? I don't think so right? A few lies just for few additional dollars. It really make my heart ached, to think I treated her well. On the other hand, I found out that Juliana and Arshu were talking about how to get me out of the house. I didn't know they would ever talk about me, I thought I wasn't important to them anymore. Maybe I am just that stupid to realise that I do have friends who care. I am trying to get myself out of the house, thanks for being concerned about me. I still love you all hoh.